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Monday, January 4, 2010

It's been a long time since I last post my blog..

Hahas! It's a new year, gotta have a new start ahead..

Hmm, I've been busying with work nowadays..

Though I'm working as a part-timer, but it seems like I'm working as a full-timer..

I'm working almost everyday..

Quite tired, but I believe God's strength's empower me..

With God, all things are possible..

Also thanks God that most of my collegues are friendly..

Sometimes their pattern and action are really cute..

They makes me loves them alot.. Hahahahahas!!

These also makes me loves my job more..

I'm still as crazy as before, still the joyful and bubbly girl as I am..

Bringing happiness to everyone..

Thanks God, with Him, I will never fail to be so happy..

Last but not least, my 'O' level results are drawing near..

I'm so afraid to see my poor results that I've got..

Have faith in God En, u did your best, let God do the rest, Jia You!

It's new year, let's start this year right!

Let's forget the former things, be it is good or bad..

Let's get ready for something new in our lifes, because God want to do new things..

Let's get a vision of new things from God..

Let's step into faith..

Let's think positive thoughts and learn to set goals..

Let's visualize the dream..

Let's believe in God's promises..

Let's speak out the vision, keep on confessing, keep on believing, keep on declaring..

Let's give thanks and praise continually to God..

What we can ask and imagine is grace, let's grace to another level of grace..

God is always moving, God is a God of new things..

Written by God's child (:

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Today I went to cut my hair..

Hahas.. It was nice!

But I don't think I have the mood to upload it now..

Maybe after a few days then I will upload into my blog..

I don't understand why..

Why must he keep opposing me?

Whatever I do or say, to him it will always be wrong!!

I really can't stand it anymore..

5 years! For about 5 years, I tolerated..

I'm not gonna keep tolerating him anymore..

It's a torture to me man..

I might just breakdown one day..

With him around, I can't never stay cheerful and positive again..

God!! Pleease save me.....

Written by God's child (:

Friday, October 16, 2009

(: Finally!

I've graduated..

I've waited for this day for so long..

5 years! 5 years had gone..

Time really flies..

Everything happened so fast..

After my 'O' Level, I will persue my dream..

I believe God will lead me through..

He will lend me His helping hands and help me fufil my dream..

Written by God's child (:

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Today was a fruitful day..

Prayer meeting was a powerful one.. Hahas..

In addition, I did something good!

This morning I went for recess and I saw a weird boy which I never met before..

The moment I saw him, he was standing in front of the vending machines..

He kept strolling around the vending machines, putting in coins and taking out from it countless times without buying anything..

Initially, I didn't really notice what he was doing or what he's trying to do..

After I walked pass him two times, I found that he's trying to approach me, but he didn't dare to..

The first time I walked pass him, I was just thinking like, "Yerr.. What is he trying to do?! So weird!"

*Laughs*

The second time I pass by, I noticed that he's trying to approach me for help..

At first, I didn't care about him and I just walked away..

But within 5 steps, I stopped!

I don't know why I stopped, but the feeling was right!

Then my body starts to turn around and walked back to him, not knowing why too..

Finally I approached him..

I asked him in mandarin, "Are you going to buy drinks?"

He answered to me, "Yes!"

It just seems so weird to me that there's no one who doesn't know how to use vending machines by secondary school..

*Hahahas.. Maybe there will be an exception.. LOL!!*

But when I told him to put his coins that's holding in his hand into the vending machine, he refused to..

Then I was thinking if he do not have enough money to buy drinks..

I told him to open his hand and let me see..

He opened and I saw two bucks coins in his hand..

I told him to put his coins into that vending machine again, he said that he doesn't want to buy it..

A quick immediate thought came to my mind that he wanted to buy drinks and also saving money at a same time..

*Not for himself, but maybe someone who's important to him..*

Then I asked him, "I buy for you ok?"

Immediately, he nodded and said, "Thank you!"

*LOL!!! Indeed I was right..*

I didn't ask much after that and just bought a drink for him..

Hahahahahas.. Maybe you all will be thinking I'm silly..

Bought a drink for a boy whom I don't know and not even met him before..

But I know that God wants me to bless him..

Though I don't have much money, and even worst, I'm in financial assistance..

At least I'm blessed by God during my birthday..

My mum packed a forty bucks of Hong Bao for me.. Hahas.. Wow!

We should bless others for God bless us..

Wee!! So happy to bless someone! Hahas.. ;-)

*Yawn* I'm tired..

Good night! Signing off..

Written by God's child (:

Monday, October 12, 2009

Woohoo! There's prayer meetings this week..

I will be going for Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday evening meetings at Jurong West..

I will also be going for Friday's morning prayer meetings for about 10-15mins before going to school..

I'm sure this week prayer meetings will change our life.. Hahas..

Gotta pray for my 'O' Levels and BGR..

HAHAHAHAHA.. Estelle said we gotta pray now for our own BGR..

It's still not too late yet.. LOL!!!

Hmm.. Other than that, I think I will also be praying for cell group and my family..

Wee!! Going for tomorrow's prayer meets..

Excited!!

Let's allow God to empower us through our prayers..

Written by God's child (:

Praise the name of the Lord!

I've a wonderful birthday celebrations with my cell group on Saturday..

That day I was just saying that I'm hoping for a cross necklace and mp4..

I've gotten my mp4 from my friend before my birthday..

As well as, my cell group bought the cross necklace for me..

Hahas.. Shocked!!

It's like wow! God told them what I want.. Hahas..

There's also breakthrough in our cell group birthday card's.. Hahas..

Kamy did the birthday card..

It was so special that I love it very much..

I've took some photos of it and all of my birthday presents..

The special birthday card is a box with full of loves by W497

All the loves messages from cell group

Side view of the box

Cross-necklace

mp4

It was great celebrating birthday with cell group..

I did have a lot of surprises.. Hahas..

Thank you W497!!

Praise the Lord! (:

Written by God's child (:

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Just finished editing my blog the day before yesterday..

Ohhs! That's not the main point.. Hahas..

The main point is today!!

Today! Today! It's all or nothing. All the way the praise goes out to You.....

Er erm.. Pai seh! Feel like singing.. LOL!!

Okok, back to main point..

Woah! Just now I recieved mass calls and messages from W497..

Hahas.. See! My cell group so cute..

Thanks for the mass calls and messages ohhs..

Hahahahas.. Love you all man.. Muackz!!

I'm too excited le.. LOL!

Supposingly I'm asleep now, but because I'm too excited, I can't sleep..

It's my birthday!!! Hahas..

I can't wait to see my birthday card done by Kamy..

I can't wait to see my birthday gift and cake by cell group..

I can't wait to see Kelvin's live's chicken dance for my birthday..

HAHAHAHA!!! Gotta have lots of fun today!!

Was hoping for cross necklace (stainless steel) and mp4 for my birthday present eh..

LOL!!! Hahas.. The day before yesterday I recieved mp4 ohhs..

Woah!!! Praise Lord!!! I'm blessed..

Before I go off, thanks to my shi fu too..

He did something more special.. Hahahas..

He updated his blog by just posting birthday messages for me in his blog.. LOL!!

Touched! I'm so touched by everyone that did something for me..

Thanks all!! Love by me.. Muackz!!!!!

Written by God's child (:

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Just got back all my 2nd prelims results last Thurs and Fri..

I failed for all my subjects, except for my Mother Tongue which is by just getting a pass with a marks of 51..

I've always been good in my Maths and Mother Tongue, yet I failed it in my 2 prelims..

I thought I would never care about it..

But the day before yesterday, which is on the Fri night..

Estelle, our cell group leader preached a sermon on "What do I do when I feel like giving up?"

Actually it's all talking about how Jesus Christ was used to be tempted by the devil, Satan, before..

Satan tried to tell Jesus to go the easy way, but He knows that's not the God's way..

Matthew 4:1-11
1Then Jesus was led by the Spirit into the wilderness to be tempted there by the devil. 2For forty days and forty nights he fasted and became very hungry. 3During that time the devil* came and said to him," If you are the Son of God, tell these stones to become loaves of bread." 4But Jesus told him, "No! The Scriptures say, 'People do not live by bread alone, but by every word that comes from the mouth of God'*" 5Then the devil took him to the holy city, Jerusalem, to the highest point of the Temple, 6and said, "If you are the Son of God, jump off! For the Scriptures say, 'He will order angels to protect you. And they will hold you up with their hands so you won't even hurt your foot on a stone'*" 7Jesus responded," The Scriptures also say, 'You must not test the Lord your God.'*" 8Next the devil took him to the peak of a very high mountain and showed him the kingdoms of the world and all their glory. 9"I will give it all to you," he said, "if you will kneel down and worship me." 10"Get out of here, Satan," Jesus told him. "For the Scriptures say, 'You must worship the Lord your God and serve only him.'*" 11Then the devil went away, and angels came and took care of Jesus.

Eventually, Jesus shut the mouth of the devil and chased him away..

Essentially the whole temptations of Christ was a test of His determination to carry the cross throughout believing for a resurrection without taking a shortcut..

After the sermon, Estelle told us about a story of herself in the past when she feels like giving up, though eventually she did not..

I started to think of how I was so desperate and feel like giving up on my studies starting of the year..

Everything was so bad..

My attendance, my results, my reputation in the school, everything are totally completely bad..

That time I was so desperate and feel like giving up..

I hide myself, lock myself up, not going anywhere, not even the House of God..

Even Evelyn or anyone in the cell group text me or msn me, I didn't even dare to reply..

But I did still prayed to God that time..

But I can't hear any of God's voice..

I was angry to God, but there's no point for me to be angry with the Lord my God.

Finally, during August, after my 1st prelims..

I prayed to God for His words and I opened up my bible, it says:

Psalm 27:1-6
1The Lord is my light and my salvation - so why should I be afraid? The Lord is my fortress, protecting me from danger, so why should I tremble? 2When evil people come to devour me, when enemies and foes attack me, they will stumble and fall. 3Though a might army surrounds me, my heart will not be afraid. Even if I am attacked, I remain confident. 4The one thing I ask Lord - the thing I seek most - is to live in the house of the Lord all days of my life, delighting in the Lord's perfections and meditating in his Temple. 5For he will conceal me there when troubles come; he will hide me in his sanctuary. He will place me out of reach on a high rock. 6Then I will hold my head high above my enemies who surround me. At his sanctuary I will offer sacrifices with shouts of joy, singing and praising the Lord with music.

Immediately, I text Evelyn and ask her about cell group and told her that I will be back to church - the House of God the coming Sat..

She was glad that I finally replied her sms after disappearing for almost 1 year..

And now I'm back..

I'm now still struggling through with my preparations of my O's..

Sometimes I would regret that I didn't go ITE with all my friends, instead of continuing my O levels..

But now, I don't regret anymore, because I know!

I know that whenever I feel like giving up, I should have faith in a gospel..

No matter how desperate I am, I should have faith in God..

Believing Him that He will bring miracles because there's nothing God can't do..

That night after cell group meeting is over, I broke into tears and wept when Estelle asked me about my prelims results..

She prayed for me, Evelyn prayed for me..

Estelle knew that I was getting more and more afraid while the O levels are drawing near and near..

But she text me this: Im certain u will pass e o levels with flying colours, EnEn! :-)

I was so touched and getting a bit of confidence back..

Now I'm trying to force myself study all the way till the O levels are here..

I will do my best, and leave the others to God..

And I'm hoping for a breakthrough come..

Hoping for O level's breakthrough..

Ahhh.. It's 0618 now and I'm going to sleep..

I got to wake up and study..

Screams*

Good morning, I want to sleep..

Written by God's child (:

Friday, September 25, 2009

When do you get mad? When someone hurts you or doesn't listen to you??

James says anger doesn't make anything right - that you should be patient and listen to what the other person has to say first, before you speak.

Instead of focusing on how you've been hurt or why you're right, it's better to focus on being patient and loving others..

Temper tantrums don't solve anything..

But persistent, patient love overcomes everything..

If you stay angry, you'll only hurt yourself in the long run..

James 1:19
Be quick to listen, slow to speak, and slow to get angry.

Ephesians 4:31-32
Get rid of all bitterness. . . . Instead, be kind to each other.

Knowing that my attitudes and temper is bad, and I'm trying to change..

But are my efforts so hard to be seen??

Yes I admit that since I knew God 4 years ago, my attitudes and temper are still unchanged..

But I always keep trying and trying over and over again..

I kept a consistent on trying, even though most of the time I failed..

But I never failed trying..

Are my efforts all wasted?? I hope not..

God treats us with kindness and forgiveness..

I would do the same too..

Hope someone would just see my efforts..

Written by God's child (:

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

It's been a long time since I last post posts in my blog..

After so much, I realized something..

I realized that actually when everyone left me, but there's someone who's still faithful, who still keeps on to stay by my side, and that's God..

After so much that I've done, after all the sins that I sin, after the wrongs that I've did, God is still so faithful and true..

He still loves me, He still stay with me, He still forgives me..

He never ever failed to love me always..

I'm so glad that God is so true, He's so faithful and holy..

I want to serve this mighty o Lord, this righteous Holy spirit that will never failed me..

Thanks God that He's always with me, He's the only one that will never leave me alone..

Let me be the servant of You, the servant of Your people..

I'm joining choir ministry..

Hope that the auditions would come soon.....

Written by God's child (: